I know what you're going to say.
But the thing is that I feel completely empty today. I don't feel bloated or crampy or any of the little pains I've been feeling. I realize that the baby is still in there because it certainly hasn't come out. But why when I bend over it does not feel there's anything there? Before (um, that would be yesterday) when I bent over I felt all this pressure like I might explode. My theory is that my amniotic fluid has sprung a slow leak (as evidenced by the increase in moisture I keep feeling down there) and now it's all gone and the baby is on it's way out too.
(Time out: I realize how crazy I sound....but I can't help but feel this way and YOU are the people I talk to about this stuff)
Logic and reason tells me that now I am in the 2nd trimester, things are looking up and I'm feeling better. Isn't that what EVERYONE says is supposed to happen? Yes, it is.
Then why can't I just be happy that I don't feel like crap?
And I've only felt nothing for like 18 hours or something! For all I know, I'll feel like crap later.
What's wrong with me? I need to be more positive and I just can't think anything but the worst. Ugh.
Sorry, I seriously know that I'm crazy and it must be getting old to hear about all my worries.
But I have such worries so that's what you'll hear about.