We have a winner! My hcg is 375 at 14dp5dt.
I'm in a complete state of shock and feel silly writing this because my mind is telling me there is no way this real, so why am I telling all these people about it?
We let the call go to voicemail and listened to it on speaker together. Farrah, my nurse, was all excited to tell us that the test was positive and that I should now drop back to 2 endometrum a day and keep with the estrace twice a day and I go back Thursday for another beta.
Whoa. This is really weird. I'm not excited, not anxious. Just relieved if anything. It definitely has not hit me that this is real and we might actually have a baby (and as I wrote that - "baby" - I was hesitant that I might jinx the whole thing by putting it into words). I can't believe it might be our turn finally. I feel so very strange.
Physically i feel very nauseous but I think that's just from the waiting all morning and the news. It's more heartburn than queasy I think. Other than that I feel nothing, which is normal. Although, i swear I feel something in there doing it's thing. Like a heaviness in my belly. (Of course i felt that same thing last cycle when there was indeed nothing going on)
HUGE thanks to everyone for their prayers and good wishes. The support of my friends (real-life and cyber) has been a true gift.
Now I realize that I cashed in most of your prayers already, but please keep a few coming in hopes that my levels rise as they need to.
Whoa...is this real???